TODAY MY SWEET PRINCESS TURNS 1. TODAY HAS BEEN A MENTALLY HARD DAY. LUCKILY I HAVE HAD DR. APPTS. FOR CALEB THAT KEPT MY MIND PRETTY BUSY. I THINK IF I WOULD HAVE STAYED HOME ALL DAY, I WOULD HAVE BROKE.
MY MIA WAS A BURST OF SUNSHINE, SMILE AND SUCH A DADDY'S GIRL. I PRAY DAILY I WILL GET THAT CALL THAT SAYS "SHE'S YOURS AGAIN". I PRAY DAILY SHE IS OK. NO ONE CAN GET ME ANY INFO ON HER TILL THE JUDGE RULES FOR AN ABANDONMENT.
WHY, 4 MONTHS AFTER REFERRAL AND 3 VISIT TRIPS LATER WAS DNA FINALLY DONE? IT SHOULD BE A LAW THAT DNA IS DONE BEFORE REFERRAL. I KNOW THAT MOST AGENCIES WON'T ALLOW VISIT TRIPS UNTIL DNA IS DONE, AND UNFORTUENTLY MINE WASN'T ONE OF THEM, BUT THE ADOPTIVE PARENTS STILL GROW ATTACHED AND LOVE THAT BABY BEFORE THEY EVEN MEET THEM.
NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE PAIN OF LOSING A CHILD, IT'S HORRIBLE. I HAVE HAD 3 MISCARRIAGES (ONE WAS TWINS), BUT LOSING MIA WAS DIFFERENT. I LOVED HER SO MUCH...I HELD HER...I KISSED HER...I HUGGED HER...I CHANGED HER...I SANG HER LULLABIES...I MADE HER LAUGH...I BATHED HER...I ROCKED HER TO SLEEP. CLAEB HAS FILLED SUCH A VOID IN MY LIFE, AND I CAN'T IMAGINE MY LIFE WITHOUT HIM, BUT THERE IS STILL A PART OF ME THAT IS EMPTY AND THAT IS MIA.
I HAVE PUT TOGTHER OF MONTAGE OF MY MIA...I HOPE YOU ENJOY...
9 comments:
I am so sorry this has happened to you! It just breaks my heart, it should not be this hard! I hope you hear some news soon so that the journey can continue for your whole family.
Ok I have cried on alot of peoples videos...but let me tell you girlfriend...All I had to do was read the title of your post and I was bawling like a baby....That is the most moving video I have ever seen. Nat you are stronger than anyone I know...and Oh that song and those pictures and your story...Girl we need a MIRACLE...FOR MIA...I just can't take it and I am not even her mother...you are. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY birthday sweet Mia...I know that we will never forget seeing your precious face and we hope to see it again very soon. The first thing I am going to pray for every morning this week is that you are being well taken care of and God has his angels around you until your Mommy can hold you in her arms again...Ok I am crying again. HUGS Candy and Kya Blu
Oh Natalie...I am so sorry for what you are going through. I cannot imagine...really. My heart hurts for you reading this and seeing that video. Praying for a miracle for you and Mia!!!
Natalie,
Your video brought tears to my eyes. It is hard to imagine when we FINALLY get to hold our little ones that things can ever go so wrong. I will pray for your family and little Mia. Miracles DO happen. I will pray she will once again be held my her Mommy and Daddy SOON!
Megan (Braedensmommy)
Hey girl,
Mia is absolutely beautiful. I know you must still be hurting terribly by what has happened in her case. I don't know what agency you have used or what attorney is handling your case, but the attorney we used with Mia was excellent. My sister is using him now and some other friends of ours used him to step into an adoption they had going who hit some rough spots also. We used him directly, we did not go through an agency. I would be happy to share his info with you if you would like. Like I said I don't know who or how your case is being handled now. Just a thought. Praying for a miracle for your little angel.
-April
Mia is just a little princess! The Video is just beautiful and I cried and cried. I hope Mia gets to come home soon.
Hugs and Prayers,
Lisa...Another fellow Guatemama
I linked to your blog through Kya Blu's and I'm so sorry for your awful circumstances with sweet Mia. I can only imagine the pain you must be feeling. I will be thinking of you and hoping her abandonment case progresses smoothly so you can bring her home soon.
Kerri
My heart is aching for you and your family after seeing your story. I linked to your blog through Candy and Kya's blog. Wow, I am sending you thoughts and prayers that Mia will become yours very soon. Your children look like they were meant to be together. Big hugs and I hope that you keep your faith and Mia is soon your daughter.
Hugs,
D
I just cannot imgaine the pain that you felt on her birthday...and each and EVERY day. It is heart-breaking and I will pray for her and for you each and every day until she is home and in your arms. And she WILL come home. You are such a strong person and I know that God is helping you deal with this process...it is impossible to make it through without Him. If you get a chance...can you leave a comment on my blog with your address. I won't publish it..I just want to send something your way.
Many Hugs
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